Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Places changing


OK so i haven't posted in a couple of days and im sorry, ive been super busy, im sorry to all but tonights blog is a bit of a musshy subject... love.. i guess it's er because ive found something special? maybe its because a friend ofmine this week lost her grandmother... u ask me how egsactly i took love from death. Well it was a conversation i was having with my friend about how her granfather passed only a few months before! I have heard that this is a common thing, but i found it hard a first to get my head around. That the love they have for this person is so strong that they litteraly cannot continue to live without them....




Thursday, May 21, 2009

Soundtrack to my life!


Sitting drifting i feel that if this music i here in my ears played constantly, i would be happy with it... like a music complations u could download from itunes..... propaganda.soundtrack.mp3 4.99 from itunes today.... but i guess what i meaning to say is that for a most part i love my life, the music i listen to expresses the person i am, and the person i am is amazing... its not about big noting myself... i feel its just cofidence. "look at what we did...came a long way from dirty getto kids" lupe fiasco say's it best... but when u feel that u have succeeded in doing something in your life i feel u becomes more confident... and i think ive come along way, i hope from this blog u see that in future.

to the people in my life i love and respect, u know who u are.....

fucking cool digital photo of we writing this blog is courtsy of photodd my boy..
check him here.... http://www.myspace.com/photoddography

<3

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Blood or water, your fucking dead to me...

ok so this pretty much sum's up my mood right now... just wrote a massive post and my stupid computer deleted it... gayness.... fucking friends are family... it seem's like they care more then anyone eles...

sorry about the shit post...

Saturday, May 16, 2009

A war machine...


its amazing how something so simple can bring so much pleasure... i have been feeling resently that my attiture has been shirting.... from having to prove myself to people, having to show people that i am better then them.... to just being happy with where i am, who i am and generally enjoying the things that make me happy.... i guess things like this come with being in a better place these days...

i will find a way some day to expree how i feel!

Monday, May 11, 2009

is art an imitation of life or is life an imitation of art?


Ok so I've failed my first week of blogging... ive just been so damn busy. I did try there blog from afar bullshit but unfortunatly it didnt work... Blogspot + blog from afar - FAIL

i have to say that over the last week one thing i have actually succeeded in, is spending time with my first passion. art... drawing.. anything... im working on a tribute peice atm to my dead stepdad... (picture below) my mother still doesnt know.. might shake her a little to find out... one question i do have for all u blogger out there is "have u ever done something and looked back wondering to yourself how the fuck u just did it?" because everytime i pick up a pencil i do, im not trying to be cocky or bigheaded... just always seem to amaze myself with what i can create... its a love and something i hope never goes away....




"Remember that you are a human being with a soul and the divine gift of articulate speech: that your native language is the language of Shakespeare and Milton and The Bible; and don't sit there crooning like a bilious pigeon."George Bernard Shaw

". . . there are books of which the backs and covers are by far the best parts." Charles Dickens

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

a new hope...

lol yes just like the star wars movie....

Ok so this is the start of something new for me, im not a very good writer. I dropped out of school at a young age and to be honest never actually attended when i was. So this blog is a way for me to kinda get things off my chest/ give everyone a look at my art and what im up to/ and maybe work on one my the week points in my life. If i every spell anything wrong or use the wrong punctuation please dont hesitate to call me a fuckwit and corect me... i guess that will do for a start. I'll try and update this as much as possible and give u all an idea of whats happening in my life...



Oh and this is me, I'm the one on the left..... yes that's a rock.