change... and not the type obama wants!

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I am who i am. Anyone who know me will tell u that. im straight forward and take people at face value, i try not to judge a book by is cover and treat people the way i would want to be treated. somehow im not sure if that's good eunf for this world! i know its been a long time since ive done a close personal post but after this week i think i need to vent some things. im not proud of all the things ive done in my life. ive been as i like to say "a hectic bad dude" but i am trying to be a better person and influence the people around me to be better people.

I was having a conversation tonight with my room mate and we were talking about how good it is between us that we can ask a favour or borrow something or share somehing knowing that its going to come back to u... knowing that the other person will do there bit, will give some back.... its just something ive noticed resently i keep getting fucked over trying to help people out. and ive noticed that some of the best dudes i know are in the same position. its just like the old saying "nice guys finish last" haha its so true! to the boys in my life that are being fucked over by there boys close to them or to the girls that are being fucked around by moronic scene generated clones..... wake up, stand up and help me change this place.

Lets show them that it doesnt matter who u are, what u look like or how much money u have.. wether your from the street or a trust fund baby, start being honest with yourself and take a look in the mirror, stop buying that shirt because its what the boy on stage is wearing, stop puffing up your chest and stairing at people like your on the back of a three day crack bindge! seriously try saying hello.. try buying someone a drink just for the fuck of it and then maybe we will have a chance at change! to the blond bimbo screaming omg and body checking people.. WAKE THE FUCK UP! get some culture... get some style and for fuck sake get some brain's... todays children are tomorrow's leaders and im starting to get scared of how its all going to end!