Change for the better..

Tonight should have been just another saturday night? Pre-drink with the boys... head on the train into thrill's, get messed up and end up in the random of places. but this was not how it went. Tonight was the start of a change! Maybe im growing up or it could just be because over the last few months ive been through more emotional bullshit then i would care to wish apon my worst enemy.... so here goes. Dear Blog, you are one of only a few, i can be true with, becasue at the end of the day i dont care who broweses the pages and scribbles of this here manifesto. I am true an honest here. She broke my heart.... the only one i truely felt for. betrayed by the people i held dear and mis-used by the rest. My name, shane... evolved into shane'o then used to do duity deed's and dragged through the mud. I rid myself of you. I am but shane now. This week as been a vessle of change. Nina, callum, coup, matty, benny and a few close others. i commend you and thank you soul's. You are true friends, the kind you dont find in a dirty club or within a sweaty mosh pit. back to tonight, instead of the usual drunken escapades i chose a diffferent route. Fixed rides to west end, a single beer, shortly followed by cheap vietnamese and a city mash. just what i needed in my road for change. I guess the reason why i sit here still so saddened by my life and what i see around me is the the drunken teenage all in girl fight i saw at the train station on the way home, combined with many drunken teenage boy's throwing up, yelling and walking around like they were made of gold... we have alot to answer for as a race. and the teenages of today will become the leaders of tomorrow.. i guess we are all fucked then... but maybe if i can change, then they can too. there is only hope. Photo's from tonight.